Mad but honest - 61 going on 17

Keep looking for that man in my life who will make me feel special, the one who will hold me in his arms when I am upset, laugh with me and enjoy the little things in life that make relationships special.
Retired after many years in the care industry, feel I gave in work and relationships and sometimes got nothing back in return, how long can a person survive like this? I can tell you.
Enjoy most things in life, my family are important to me, but we don't live in each others pockets, are there when we are needed, for each other.
Enjoy dancing, all types of music, have done many mad things in my life, but that is another story.
Not into clubbing but enjoy meals out and nights in with a bottle of wine and the right company.
People say I put others first all the time, and appear shy when they first meet me, but my personality shines through as they talk to me and they realise what makes me tick.
I do daft things like having my head shaved for charity. Walking a half marathon with a girl who had tunnel vision and mental disabilities. Love life but need a special someone to share it with.